Guess Who’s Back?

// February 22nd, 2010 // Thoughts

After a long hiatus, I am finally back. I don’t know what compelled me to start writing again. Maybe it was the Hong Kong drama, Born Rich, that I have been watching these few days, or the blogs such as sweatlee.com or fourfeetnine.com that I have stumbled upon while Googling some songs. Whatever the case, I feel that I should make full use of myself and what better way to do so that by pressing the “reset button” on my blog and starting to write again.

Today is the 9th day of Chinese New Year and my mind wandered of to a land far far away. It is 1.04am EST as I lie on my bed. After 8 years being in New York city, I have learned and grew so much from all the things that I have gone through. I am very thankful for friends and family members who have been influential and motivating. Despite all the successes and failures I accumulated over the years, I still feel that I am underachieving in my life. Underachieving in a sense where I know that I can achieve bigger and better things but the question of achieving “bigger and better things” at what, where, when and how, remain to be answered.

At times, I would pray to God for guidance but to no avail, guidance does not see to reveal itself to me. I am still struggling to find what I am truly good at and how to capitalize on it. Maybe I am thinking too much. I want to do something that I truly enjoy and be happy doing it while making money of course.

It is getting late, so let me end this post by saying, ” I want to make it big in life. Question is, how do one define making it big in life?”

Here’s a song that I am listening to:
Owl City – Fireflies